Re: My Excavation

Stolen ideas from Bon Iver. Essentially, I want this to be my excavation. A real book unfolding to the hidden thoughts of my mind, particularly with people I've had to leave behind in my past. I have this one person in mind specifically. In my sweet regret I have decided to keep him at bay. No need to be hurt, torn, saddened, and broken any longer only to have glimpses of beautiful appreciation and acceptance in between lines of mass chaotic confusion; if that makes any sense at all in anyone elses mind besides mine is up for debate. Regardless, here is a few songs that always will remind me of you and our place in time that, as much as I sometimes can't bear to admit, has passed. But I say this with a smile. Wherever you are and if you are reading. I wish you well. And I don't miss you as much as my emotional mind sometimes creates. In fact, if destiny has it for us to bump into each other down the road, may we both adorn harmonious smiles. I'll be wearing flowers in my hair, and you will have that once beloved bandanna wrapped around your free-falling hair. I'll miss us, but not you anymore.


Bon Iver Re: Stacks
Frightened Rabbit Poke
The Album Leaf Eastern Glow
Bob Dylan Girl From North Country
Coldplay Swallowed in the Sea
Dave Matthews Band Stay or Leave

and from an older memory. Beach. Water. Sneak-up. Fall in love.

Jack Johnson Flake


This will be the only time I get sentimental in any sense through a cheesy blog (luckily no one cares enough about anyone else to actually read). But honestly, I'm glad I was able to remember some up and down memories through the use of melody. We all easily relate to music as a trigger to moments past. I hope everyone can rekindle their own memories by scrolling through ancient Itunes that have been collecting dust and the newer songs that have helped heal us in the broken spots. There are many more songs I need to add once I can function with a normal working brain, which as of now, is taking a nap on its own.

Love always